Remember when I said the Moore examiners are going to think I’m an idiot? Well, now I’m convinced they are going to think that all Singaporeans are stupid because of me. The thing is, it becomes so easy to study the bible for the exam, instead of for knowing God.
One essay question in the exam — What does Mark teach about the ‘Kingdom of God’ and the ‘Kingship of Jesus’ — is still making me think today… what does Mark really say about that? I had hurriedly spewed out an answer but do I really know what God reveals about himself in Mark and what is my heart’s response to that?
I had planned to take a break from reading the Bible today, just for a day, to get away from the exam mode (I read Mark at least 5 times in the past week). But I have this compelling urge to go back to the Gospel again to read it afresh, to wait on God in every page and in every word.
If you ask me “How’s the exam?”, my answer is “I don’t know, but I feel God is making my heart more tender, more humble through it.” That can’t be bad even if I fail the exams.
(But I would let you know I’m aiming for high distinctions in the next term ha ha!)